that was some major ups. [30 Sep 2004|09:51am] i love when my sister is watching us. and ya know what i realized the best part is? that when she's here, i'm not looking for ways to sneak around. because of how easy it would be. i love hanging out with her. it's like a huge workout because of how hard i laugh constantly. i couldn't tell you how much i'm going to miss our target runs, watching a billion movies, having dates to watch like 5 different certain tv shows, going through neighborhoods late at night honking the entire time with her pathetic sounding horn, having her do my hair, knowing she is just a flight of stairs away, and most of all...being able to tell her absolutly everything. i've told her more than i could my best friend, just because she has been through it all and give the best possible advice. anyways...we went went to target last night. and DUDE there are shoes called "the brenna shoes." no joke. so i HAD to get some. ali wouldn't let me get away without a pair. it was neat. the barn went really well yesterday too. it would be nice if todd would get chance's show back on sometime soon... i'm babysitting abigail and carter today. fun and good money. have a nice day. *b <3

"stop. i think i just threw up in my mouth." [24 Sep 2004|10:41pm] [ mood | happy as a clam! ] we got the best possible news that we could. which is awesome to the maxx. to make a long story short, he hurt his chipped his hip awhile ago, the chipped bone moved down, connected somewhere else, and connected somewhere else. and the ligaments in his pelvis also pushed together with is wll why his right foot doesn't track up. so we are going to put him on some meds and the doctor gave us things to do to stretch his muscles. i'm going to be his "physical therapist". after reading that you are probably thinking im crazy for thinking thats good...but it is compared to the doctor telling us he needed surgery or couldn't be ridden anymore, which we thought might have happened. but as of right now, if things go as planned i will probbably still be able to show him. yessssss. we aren't going to take the horses to the cabin anymore because my dad isn't going to be around. i'm kinda disappointed. actually really disappointed. but whatevs. some other time... so instead, i'm sleeping in, cleaning, getting danny something to cheer is crabass up...poor kid(moms idea...haha), and probably atleast going out to the barn with my aunt to give chancey is medicine. my mom is going to be gone all weekend. my dad is going to be gone all weekend. danny's going to be gone all weekend. so ya know what that means....I'M HANGING OUT WITH CHRIS!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSS. not that i wouldn't even if they were all home, but i just know that no one is going to be able to interfere with our plans, which has happened all week. so i'm excited. plus, my sister is watching us. good freakin' night! love, b*anne p.s. my hair was wet and curly, i had to make-up on except for mascara, i was wearing an old old shirt with old old jeans, and he told me i looked beautiful. <3

[23 Sep 2004|11:27pm] [ mood | cold ] it's almost 12. and i'm staying up because i can. i couldn't tell you how happy he makes me. even though he was crabby for a bit tonight. totally understandable though. ya know the feeling you get as you're riding a rollercoaster up the big hill waiting to drop? the butterflies and how your stomach jumps when you think about it? i got that feeling today. i love how i can go over to his house and when he's busy, i can go sit and watch tv with his little brother. or talk with his mom. and how his mom takes my side when we gang up on him. and how i don't have to worry about saying something stupid. and when we both know that i did, we can laugh about it. and how it's never been awkward. when he's the one to say sweet things with the most adorable smile. everything is so damn perfect. i wonder what's going to go wrong. besides my sister moving 1000 miles away in a little more than 20 days. it just hit me tonight. when she was complaining about how long it's been since she's seen luke. i know how inlove they are and want to be together. but i've had ali right upstairs or down the street from me my entire life. my gosh. i hate the thought. g'night. .:B:. <3

it's not always what you think. actually, it hardly ever is. [23 Sep 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | grateful ] i have no homework today. i like that a lot. but i hate how i have gotten so much homework this week with so much going on and then when i'm not even going to be going to school the next day, i have absolutly no homework when i have an entire i ride to the cities i could be working on it. and probably while i wait around. hmph. whatevs. no homework is no homework! i got to see chris today. my little bad ass best friend. haha. it was really nice seeing him. i miss not having him in school. it's so different. i hope he gets to come back. i'll cry if he doesn't. so cross your fingers my horse is going to be able to get his leg fixed. danny's tonight. chris's tomorrow with amanda p., and cass. cabin on saturday. and probably sunday. loveXten *B <3

i'll let it go since you've been drugged all day. [22 Sep 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | good ] it feels like i haven't gone to soccer in forever. and it's only been since, well saturday. that is awhile, i guess. i felt like i had so much homework tonight but when i sat down and just got it done, it didn't seem like much at all. and i went to my first equestrian team meeting tonight. it's me, aubry, sarah b., inger, jenny m., and this abby girl that wasn't there. so i have no clue who she is. i think it's gonna be really fun. and if chance can't get fixed then i'm gonna have to ride sweetie in shows to letter. i hope he can fixed up tho. we are bring him down to the U on friday. i miss school. neat. PREMIERE OF ONE TREE HILL LAST NIGHT AND THE PREMIERE OF THE BACHELOR TONIGHT. i went to danny's last night. and today for lunch. he got surgery yesterday. and had to stay home all day. so i went and kept him company. we watched lady killers. g'night .:B:. 1 <3

"i got my right nut untwisted." [19 Sep 2004|12:18am] [ mood | loved ] i feel like i've known danny forever. i love how well we get a long. 'specially when we see eachother so much. and the fact that i'm gonna miss him tomorrow. even tho i just saw him tonight. i'm going to iron river with my mom for her horse show. she wants to me to go so bad. lauren backed out...stupid head. so i felt really bad. i didn't want to. but i'm happy i am. because my mom has been so helpful and wonderful. i need to help her out too. this is the least i could do. chris is my bestest friend. g'night. .:B:. <3

you just keep digging. [18 Sep 2004|04:30pm] [ mood | blah ] some people don't know when to quit. they dig themselves into holes. and instead of trying ot get out, the just dig deeper. and to tell ya the truth, i feel bad. until it gets to the point where everything has to revolve around you. what you think, how you feel, what you do. everyone cares. to a point. that's how humans are. and they need to let people how the feel, what they do, and think too. so don't except people to be all warm and fuzzy when you start complaining to them and they've been listening forever, and you never do. not many people care if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy. atleast as happy as possible. and if you aren't, find ways to deal with it without dragging others down. hm. venting, i guess. amanda p. is coming over at 5:30. and chris is going to call. and so is danny. i don't know what we are going to do. but it always turns out to be fun. we won yesterday. 12-0. lost today. 0-5. one extreme or the other, eh? and i hurt my effing knee again. the same damn one from the first time. it bent the wrong way. really hard. it's swollen, again too. just a big entry full of complainingg. but that's about all i have to complain about. i mean, people do make mistakes. and soccer is going pretty well. and atleast my knee didn't bend back farther and break. so there's a good side to each complaint. and i'm excited to hang out with chris and mander and danny. he came over last night for a bit. and so did chris, dave, pat, dan b., dan c., and ryan. i love how they just come over to hang out in my house. one time i left and they just stayed and hung out with my brother. i'm tired. sore. and happy. bye. *b <3

[18 Sep 2004|03:04pm]    "i can tell who you are from behind." 3 <3

you're my favorite. [14 Sep 2004|10:05pm] [ mood | grateful ] went to the jv football game for a bit. everyone showed up as we were leaving for soccer. soccer practice = lame. just about everything hurts. it was all really stressful too. because the V coaches were there. got sweatshirts tho. danny came over after. we finally got to watch most of starsky and hutch. 3 weeks tomorrow. not anything to brag about. but he was the one that told me </b> that. cute :) i have homework. stupid. friends rock. 'specially mine. g'night. <3b <3

nothing you can say or do to make me hate you. [12 Sep 2004|08:17pm] [ mood | chipper ] i slept in until 12:00. ali, bernie, and i went to Betty's Pies today. i love that place. i got to drive there. down the north shore. we ended up having soccer practice from 3-5 today. i was dreading it. i whole lot. but we worked on juggling and then we didn't want to play soccer today. so for practice we worked on being aggressive and working together...by playing rugby and world cup. it was the most fun practice ever. it would be hilarious for someone to tape us playing rugby and be able to watch it ourselves. we pretty much just beat eachother up. i'm pretty sure everyone left with a few bruises, scrapes, and even a little bleeding. lol. atleast allyson did. i love the girls on my team. my foot and arm hurt. and my throat hurts from yelling so much. GOOD TIMES. school tomorrow...... g'night. *brenski <3

bed...SPREAD. [11 Sep 2004|10:43pm] yesterday pat picked me and chris up aftr school. and we went driving around. and hung out. i love those 2. they make me laugh a lot. and chris and had a contest that we never had before. it was hilarious. we went to the football game that night. and there was fight. and someone got stabbed. and i heard that he died. i'm not sure. how sad is that? i wanted to cry when i heard that. today i finally hung out with cass. and we went to wallgreens and got fake nails. hahaha. they actually don't look to bad. but it's somewhat difficult to type and dials #s. tonight i was going to watch a movie with my sistr but she had a friend come over and so she said it was ok if went out. so i went to danny's. and hungout with him and kenny. they sang and wrote me a few songs. well actually, kenny sang a few songs about me and danny. it was so effin' funny. i love hangin out with those 2, also. i finished most of my homework. i just have stuff left that's not du on tuesday. COOL. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese. g'night. *b <3

"you had a fuzz. it's not like was trying to grab a lock of hair to keep forever." [09 Sep 2004|11:04pm] [ mood | happy ] school. umm...ok. didn't see a lot of people i thought i would. i hardly saw jamie, or dave, or danny. danny left early tho. i have lunch with chris tho. and sienkos. by the way...HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, BESTESTEST FRIEND.. i had soccer practice tonight. and it felt good to excersise. practice was kinda laaaaame tho. when i got done with practice danny was waiting. cuz his bus just got back from his meet. it was neat. and since pat couldn't go to dinner tonight, chris and i decided that tomorrow i am going to make him dinner. and whatever else for his birthday. because i feel bad that i didn't do anything with him today. and then we are going to the east vs. central game. woo who. but anyways, since i didn't do anything with those guys. danny said i could go to his house and his mom had dinner. it was really good. and we watched football. and bet on the game. i don't know who won. because i want to go to bed. we'll see tomorrow. i don't think i won tho...atleast i wasn't when i shut off the tv. it was nice to have time just by ourselves. usually we have people around. and don't just get to talk and be crazy together. i had a wonderful night. and it's friday tomorrow. g'night. *B* <3

you're my trophy. [08 Sep 2004|10:27pm] [ mood | amused ] tonight didn't turned out how we planned it all. but i got to hang out with jess, and danny. and then erik and tymm came over. but erik was acting like someone who is...just blah. and being way different. and it kinda made me sad that he was acting like that. because erik is usually a cool cat. whatevs. when danny, erik, and tymm left, me, jess, and jonas ate fried green tomatos and talked about our hood at the beginning of last year. and our missions. we just had a really good chat. and laughed. it was awesome. jonas and i are walking together tomorrow morning. maybe chris will join. that would be nice. so tomorrow = school. and danny is leaving for a meet right before the only class we have together. psh. but after school i think i'm goig to jess's with her and gina. do whatever homework we get, if any, and then go to soccer practice. i hate practice. but love playing games. no one played a hXc round of catch phrase with me tonight. :( danny even made fun of me for wanting to. wtf? haha. that's just he hasn't played yet. bernie and his girlfriend broke up. and felt really bad. but he's taking it so hard. when he's 13. he is either going to have to toughen up or well, hell! i couldn't tell ya what he's gonna do. and i have a really hard time holding in what i want to say. what i think. so i told him. and he got mad. but he'll realize it's true after the hurt wears off. because if he really feels how he's acting, then i've been there before. and its sucks. but i know what i'm saying when i tell him what i did. i feel unprepared. and not very excited. g'night. .:B:. 2 <3

"they sound like kid bops." [08 Sep 2004|12:18am] [ mood | touched ] so. we kicked biwabiks ass. 9-1. i got 2 goals. i was dern proud. but just about everyone got a goal. lol. even laura why plays defense got a goal. and i guess it was their varsity team..? then we hurried back. and i went down the lake. there were a ton of people there. it was a good time. i'm on cloud 9. as of right now. i really couldn't ask for anything more. my soccer team is so much fun. i have the most perfect horse. the best friends any one could have. my parents and i are getting a long so well. my family just rocks all together. and there's this boy. that i kinda like. and well, he kinda likes me back. :) tomorrow = HOPEFULLY HANGING OUT WITH CASSANDRE JO, going to the barn, and assembling our "hood mafia". our hood is the hood to be in during the school year. so counsil meeting about that with the hood around 8. and a fire after. my back yard. come if you'd like :) <333333times10 *B <3

[07 Sep 2004|01:17pm] i just talk to jess for a long time on the phone. and caught up with quite a bit. i'm happy. <3

gosh. idiot. [07 Sep 2004|10:55am] [ mood | giddy ] i saw napoleon dynamite last night. with danny, katie, and kenny. i laughed so hard. after we went to danny's and hung out till 11. i was so tired. but i didn't do anything ALL DAY. except i sat around for about 5 hours with chris. we watched lots of seinfeld and 13 going on 30. << good movie. it was nice seeing katie last night. i hadn't seen her since soccer. she's a really nice girl. danny and i want her and kenny to...HOOK UP! aaaaahhh. today we have another away game. which means the bus. at 3:30. yay? i might just be hanging out with danny before tho. that would be nice. hopefully he calls soon. maybe i'll go call him... have a good day. .:B:. p.s. he kissed my nose. really cute like. like in movies, ya know? no one has ever done that before. and i can talk about him with my mom. when was the last time i could talk to my mom about boys...in a happy way? a long time ago. 9 <3

holla back. [05 Sep 2004|08:20pm] [ mood | drained ] ali is moved in. YEAH!!!!! i was crabby all weekend. and now i feel bad. fair=fun and gross. tomorrow=i get to see danny. ali and i are going to walmart. to get pillows. ha. love. *B 2 <3

so..umm...want tickets to the...gun show? [03 Sep 2004|09:47pm] [ mood | good ] past days...um. soccer. horsebackriding. soccer. soccer. sleep. soccer. friends. soccer. yesterday was a long day because lakeville sucks. they messed our schedule up and we were the like 5 hours more than we needed to be. and we were all really pissy when we played so we didn't work together. which means we didn't win. and our ref was a flippin' loser. and didn't call anything. we all did stuff to see if he would...such as jess completely nailing a girl from in the back, me tripping the girl and making her fall on her face at kick off, and the best one of all...laura's elbow in the face-hip check-kick in the shins-slide tackle. it was hilarious. parent were appalled (<<nice word, eh?) at our behavior. but hey...the ref was a dumbass. the home was sucky too. i had the worst headache. i would rather have anything beside a headache. and when we stopped i stayed on the bus to sleep. but the bus driver kept on switching the radio station. and it was pretty much all static. thats helped a lot. psh... when we got home chris, pat, and john were in the parking lot. it was so nice to see them. i guess they were the ones picking me up. so i went to chris's house till 10:30. today i went to the barn. i raced my cousin, who by the way has the biggest horse in the barn, and i beat her 3 outta 3. woo who. i missed soccer practice because i thought it was at 5:30. but it was at 4:30. woops. went to the first varsity football game. it was good seeing everyone together. kinda like preparing for school to start. i think i'm ready. tomorrow. state fair with jamie. i'm so excited. g'night. <333b p.s. i miss danny. but we are hanging out on monday. :) 2 <3

it's truly amazing... [01 Sep 2004|01:46pm] [ mood | drained ] i'm always really comfortable around people at first. but it's like we clicked right away. like i've known him forever. how sappy does that sound? haha. but since the end of school, i didn't ever really like someone. withthe one person i went out with this summer, i was pushing myself to like him. because i wanted to prove to myself that i was over dj. but then, dj proved to me that i NEEDED to be over him. and i'm glad he did. and i knew i was when he was so mean to me and i hardly cared. and if he hadn't been an asshole. i wouldn't have met danny. someone who cares enough to call me and tell me he's sorry for making it look like he was ignoring me. or him calling me and wanting to hang out. it's all so new to me. i had always been the one making the plans. and trying so hard to make sure the other one was happy. and now, it's going both ways. danny's my hero!. haha. so tons of effin' soccer. blah. had a game last weekend in the cities. one on monday and yesterday. practice today. and the back on the bus to the cities again tomorrow. all day. 8:45 am till 10:00 pm. woo who... i'm sleep deprived. FER sure. .:B:. 4 <3

hmph. [31 Aug 2004|10:21pm] [ mood | crappy ] haven't updated in awhile. and didn't even really plan on it. because everyone seems to find out anyways. but i know one thing...i hate drama. but i love the giddy feeling you get when you think of someone. when you finally feel like you aren't pushing yourself. to prove yourself something. but you really mean what you say. and you know what you feel is true. i hate the dentist. my eyes hurt. soccer is goin awesome. 3 for 3. and i'm going to bed. g'night. .:B:. TDKskier127: nobaria TDKskier127: thats klingon foe hello TDKskier127: jk i made that up 2 impress u bK2chAncE: yah im tired as hell tho. TDKskier127: from what TDKskier127: being 2 damn cool TDKskier127: i know what u mean TDKskier127: its a work out TDKskier127: and really i fell ur pain TDKskier127: yea is kind of a pain TDKskier127: and 2 b honest TDKskier127: im 2 cool for my own good tim makes me laugh. :) 4 <3

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